Your First Calling

Your First Calling

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What is your calling in life?

 

Followers of Jesus sometimes spend so much time trying to figure out our calling.  Some followers of Jesus never ask the question of how best do I serve God’s Kingdom.  Both of these positions have the potential of being self-centered.

 

Notice that Peter was first called to Jesus before he was called to the work he was given.  Here in Luke 6:12-15, Jesus is calling them to a new level of work (to be apostles), but it comes after the call to follow him.

 

As followers of Jesus, we can get so hung up on “what am I to do” or we covet the roles others have. In both situations, we forget about Jesus.  Thus, we fail to fully enter, engage and experience the life we were created for.

 

Sometimes we think that if we figure out what God has called us to do, then we have found wholeness.  At times from our work or ministry, we form our identity and think we are secure.  We wrongly come to believe that it is then that we feel we have reached the life Jesus calls us to.

 

However, Jesus first called Peter and you to himself.  He did not call you to do this or that.   He called you to himself.

 

In our lives, there is a general calling and this needs to be our first priority.  This calling is about knowing, experiencing, and surrendering to Jesus.  This calling is about letting  Jesus change us and when we do that we experience wholeness.

 

Today we have let ourselves be defined by our titles and things we do.  Yes, to an extent what we do is an extension of who we are.  However, as followers of Jesus, our starting point of identity is Jesus.

 

First, we are called to Jesus, second to our work. Too often we only know Jesus based on the identity we find in our work.  Remove our work and we are no one.

 

Peter would not have got this right away.  I still struggle with it in my own life and I bet it is a struggle in your life.

 

Instead of spending so much time trying to figure out your calling or the special focus you should or should not have, consider just getting to know Jesus and let him transform you right where you are at.

 

Peter, in our passage today, would discover a deeper secondary calling.  It is in this moment Jesus calls Peter to a deeper commitment.  This secondary calling is strongly interconnected to the first and so you cannot have the second without the first.

 

It is as we understand who Jesus is and what he has done that we understand who we are and what we are to do.  Peter’s calling to leadership is built off of the first calling to know Jesus.

Os Guinnes in his book “The Call”  shares:

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“Do you want to know the secret of the mystery of your very being and rise to become what you were born to be? Listen to Jesus of Nazareth.”

 

We are not Peter but the principle still applies.  First, get to know Jesus, second, let him do the calling.

Serving others changes us

Peter has been journeying with Jesus and has seen people who have faith that Jesus is their only hope.   Peter has been witnessing the power of the kingdom of God on others.  He has been learning about what the kingdom of God is. He has been learning who Jesus is and what it will take to follow Jesus.  Now Jesus gives Peter an opportunity to trust in him and his word.  Jesus creates an environment for Peter to experience Jesus in a deeper and new way.

Jesus calls a little huddle among the 12 apostles in Luke 8:40-9:6.  Jesus gives Peter and the other disciples power and authority to drive out all demons and to cure disease.  Jesus then sends the apostles out to preach the kingdom of God and heal the sick. 

 

Jesus sends Peter out and tells him to take nothing.  We know this is to bring about a lesson because later he would tell them they can take things with them as they proclaim the kingdom.  The purpose of this sending was more than just proclaiming the kingdom.  

On this trip, Peter would go from knowledge of Jesus to experience of Jesus.  In this moment, Peter would learn about his need for Jesus as well as the faithfulness of Jesus.

What we really believe about Jesus come out in how we live our life?  Do you believe Jesus is good enough?

 

What we really believe about ourselves will be seen in how we speak of ourselves and live out our life.  Peter now has to live out his trust in Jesus as he goes out and trust in who Jesus says he is.  Peter’s theology (belief) and faith are put to practical tests.  Jesus sends Peter into a lived experience so that he would know Jesus in a new and deeper way.  

David Benner shares “true knowing of our self-demands that we know our self as known by God, and true knowing of God demands that we know God not just as an abstraction or as objective data but in and through our lived experience.”

 

Two questions of reflection:

a)Looking at the circumstance you currently find yourself in, what is God revealing about himself to you? What do you need to accept about him?

b)Looking at the circumstance you currently find yourself in, what are you learning about yourself? How does God see you?

 

This sending out of the 12 was to proclaim the kingdom of God.  However, I think the first priority was the training of the 12.  It was a season for them to put into practise what Jesus had revealed to them.  It was a season for their life to be transformed.  

Transformed lives have a natural way of proclaiming the kingdom that goes beyond oneself.